I think I’ve completely hated nicholas cage for so long

That I’m actually obsessed with hating him.

May might kill me.
4 concerts
And 24 hours of disneyland after only a few hours of sleep.
Yeah I will probably die.

I am so sick of you and I call you a friend and I can’t end it. Sucks to be a cancer.

Debating on making myself a second tumblr

For only the stuff I like rather than any post I see that I like.
Really thinking about it.

Sexually frustrated at work.

The guy I thought was attractive that I work with got better.
Not only did I find out he smokes but he also is in a band. If you know me you know this means he’s too attractive to me now

I Started writing a story last night

And 10 paragraphs in and no dialog later I realized if I was ever expected of murder this would be proof that I am a psycho so I just stopped writing.

I don’t know. Just my thoughts at this moment

I don’t know, when i enjoy being friends with someone i let them know. I like being a caring person even when it’s hard or the person is being an idiot. I mean it’s in my nature and it is part of me as a person. I understand if your not an outwardly emotional person or if you love to push people away. Everyone is different but know going into a friendship with me I’m probably too caring and too emotional. I’m also a fuck up and I’ll mess up or jump to conclusions and somehow in all my caring for other people i forget to try and help myself and i manage to always be in a slump or depression in which i pretend I’m just fine until i have faked myself out and i actually think I am fine.
I have very few great friendships and I’m thankful for all of them. Because they are the only thing keeping me going. And if you’re my friend and you’re reading this just know i care about you no matter how close of friends we are.